Friday, October 07, 2005
6:55 PM
haii nak0 !!
baKiT ak0h gaLiT ?? d lanG gaLiT ... maLunGk0t riN !! haii ... baKa aLam na niny0 !!
i haD neVeR eXperienCe haViN' a beStie wh0 seeMeD t0 be s0 crueL , meaN, naSty, bruTaL, hurT-FuL, harSh, hearT-LezZ 'n' wiCkeD !! ...
liKe ... h0w c0uLd sHe !! sHe iS suCh a uSeR, a liaR, a faKe, an iMp0sTeR, a preTenDeR 'n' one biG ph0nY !!
heR l0ve t0 heR frienDzZ aRe s0 duLL; diSt0rTeD !!
h0w c0uLd sHe beTraY mE !!
h0w c0uLd sHe ... i can'T sTanD iT ... h0w c0uLd i st0p crYiN' ... p0uRiN' teaRzZ 0f reGreTzZ 'n' sorr0wzZ ??!!
iF s0 y0u aRe reaDiN' ... i h0pE y0u feeL thE saMe waY i feeL ... i h0pE y0u w0uLd kn0w h0w i feLt ... h0w i feeL eVerY sinGle daY ...
y0u maY be lauGhiN' 'cuZ i kn0w y0u !! buT y0u d0n'T kn0w mE !!
iT iS wHaT iS inSiDe 0f y0u wHiCh c0unTzZ ... buT wHaTzZ wiThiN mE y0u d0n'T caRe ...
'n' y0uR TRUE REAL BEST FRIENDZ t0ld me eVeryThinG s0 y0u d0n'T neeD t0 lie n0w ... i kn0w tHaT tHeY reaLLy aRe y0uR BEST FRIENDZ anD weRe teLLiN' thE tRuTh !!
i haVe a queSti0n f0r y0u ... h0w c0uLd y0u d0 tHiS t0 me ?? wHy ??!!
y0u 0bvi0uSly kn0w mE wHeN iT c0mezZ t0 sMaLL tHinGzZ wHiCh reaLLy c0uLd hurT me s0 baD; brinG me d0wn ...anD crY ...
y0u miGhT aS weLL n0t caRe buT i d0 ... i juzZ wanT y0u t0 kn0w h0w i feeL ...
i reaLLy d0n'T kn0w if y0u aRe crYiN' buT i aM ... wHiLe i waS tyPiN' tHiS i waS cryiN' ... tHeSe w0rdzZ haVe feeLinGzZ t0 me ... d0n'T kn0w wiTh y0u ...
y0u kn0w wh0 y0u aRe ... y0u d0n't neeD t0 liE ... tHeRe iS pro0f tHaT theY weRe teLLiN' thE truTh ... i haVe maH s0urCeS ...
i can'T hanDle suFfeRiN' painzZ
s0 i beTTeR g0 n0w
'n' n0w i aM heRe ...
aLL cruSheD inSiDe
s0 cruSheD
