Monday, October 24, 2005
2:12 AM
ei ... how are you guyz ...
well. obviously ... you guyz are fine but not me. soree but i no longer will make postz.
maybe sometime later. but not daily.
gotta go.
'n' n0w i aM heRe ...
aLL cruSheD inSiDe
s0 cruSheD
Friday, October 21, 2005
6:59 PM
yah were the one
that i couldnt find
hidden away
in the upzZ of mah mind
why did i let yah go
yah are to good to be true
i messed it up 'n' now i dont know what to do
we ran in circlezZ 'n' wasted time
from right to wrong
from right to wrong
if i knew that yah were mine
i wouldnt have wasted time
i wish i could erase the past
now its all collapsed
in mah lap
i ovah thought
so i locked up mah heart ... yeah
there yah stood
your blue eyezZ hidden underneath ... your hurt
why did i let yah go
yah are to good to be true
i messed it up 'n' now i dont know what to do
we ran in circlezZ 'n' wasted time
from right to wrong
from right to wrong
if i knew that yah were mine
i wouldnt have wasted time
i wish i could erase the past
now its all collapsed
in mah lap
mah mind is blank jst like a deep sleep
with a meetin' with a guy with the same blue eyezZ
'n' the same name with a colored shoe
i cant believe they have the same hat with mah old mate
then i will make anothah mistake
'n' think that he's just anothah fake
wish i could erase the past
wish i could bring yah back
if i knew that yah were mine
i wouldnt have wasted time
i wish i could erase the past
now its all collapsed
in my lap
if i knew that yah were mine
i wouldnt have wasted time
i wish i could erase the past
now its all collapsed
in my lap
ganda ng kanta noh. jowk. la lang.
'n' n0w i aM heRe ...
aLL cruSheD inSiDe
s0 cruSheD
3:16 AM
soree people. i have nothing to saii.
if you're not that lazy todaii ... ya can juzZ read mah past postzZ.
im not feeling well ...
'n' n0w i aM heRe ...
aLL cruSheD inSiDe
s0 cruSheD
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
3:41 AM
bat ganun people ... puro akoh fake smile at fake laugh ngayon.
ang weird !!
AS IN !!
wala akoh masabi dahil malungkot ulit akoh ...
shockz folkz i'm speechless !!
bb ... haii buhaii !!
'n' n0w i aM heRe ...
aLL cruSheD inSiDe
s0 cruSheD
Monday, October 17, 2005
2:47 AM
another miserable daii with one miserable life that couldn't change for the bettah ...
wondah why ...
well ... everytime mah friendz wanna make me laugh i don't laugh ... it's weird ...
well aniweiz ... i have this friend of mine of makez me laugh.smile. and she really appreciatezz mah bein' ... i think ...
well this will be mah usual mood from now on ...
wish me to die cuz i need you prayerzz ...
i won't saii the wordz i usual saii ... cuz you guyzz won't accept it ...
but for mah BESTEST BEST FRIEND ...
tC
tCCiC
tCCirC
inGaTzZ palaGi
love yaH
god bleSs
muwaHH
PS: soree kapag alang kwenta tong post na toh ... la kasi akoh sa mood !!PERIOD !!
'n' n0w i aM heRe ...
aLL cruSheD inSiDe
s0 cruSheD
Sunday, October 16, 2005
2:52 AM
aww ...
ang hyper koh ngayon people ... nababaliw ulit. nawawala. nalalasing na. naloloka rin. haii nako. basta ewan koh ba kung bakit kami ganito ni bham at kathy. haha.
akoh yung OP dahil parehas sila grade 6 tas akoh grade 5.
anywiez ... that doesn't effect our friendship.
nAkzZ
yeS naman o ... inupdate koh na yung xanga blog koh. yeS !!
yeaH mehn !!
tag rin kayo dun www.xanga.com/lizel_lsc
haii buhaii ... bad trip ulit akoh
ewan koh kung bakit nawala bigla ang kahypah koh.
ang weird koh noh people ...
haii ... i hate mah life ... nawawala na akong gana ...
mah happiness has faded away now. and now it had turned into sorrowness and trust me people ... it will nevah be cured again in this surreal blur.
i cannot stop cryin' :(( :(( :(( :(( :(( :((
i feel an empty space inside people ...
and i know that it will nevah be whole again.
i wonder why mah life turned into misery evah since i moved here in the philinppines last year , march 3 - 04 ... mah most unforgettable moment ...
well i have this friend of mine who makes me smile and laugh ... and well ... she did made me smile and laugh but ... i went back to the surreal me.
well ... maybe tomorrow i might laugh but then sometme later ... i will go back to mah USUAL mood...
as usual...
i wish i could go back to mah beloved country of mine. NEW ZEALAND. bham. kathy. and i alwayz sing that song and which they really mean to tell god to defend new zealand.
aniwei ... i am glad to have them as mah friendz.
wala na akong gana dahil sa pag-iyak ...
wish me to die...
take care mah friendz ...
'n' n0w i aM heRe ...
aLL cruSheD inSiDe
s0 cruSheD
Saturday, October 15, 2005
7:16 AM
haha. nababaliw kami ni bham at kathy dito !! naloloka rin !! haha.
secret yung title. haha. ang sama koh.
haha.
etoh oh
god of nationz at thy feet
in the bondz of love we meet
hear our voices we entreat
GOD DEFEND OUR FREE LAND !!
guard pacificz triple star
from the shafts of strife and war
make her praises heard afar
GOD DEFEND NEW ZEALAND !!
men of every creed and race
gather here before thy face
askin' thee to bless this place
GOD DEFEND OUR FREE LAND !!
from dissension. envy. hate
'n' corruption guard our state
make our country good 'n' great
GOD DEFEND NEW ZEALAND !!
peace. not war. shall be our boast
but should foes assail our coast
make us then a mighty host
GOD DEFEND OUR FREE LAND !!
lord of battles. in thy might
put our enemies to flight
let our cause be just and right
GOD DEFEND NEW ZEALAND !!
let our love for thee increase
may thy blessinz never cease
give us plenty. give us peace
GOD DEFEND OUR FREE LAND !!
from dishonour 'n' from shame
guard our countryz spotless name
crown her with immortal fame
GOD DEFEND NEW ZEALAND !!
may our mountainz ever be
freedomz rampartz on the sea
make us faithful unto Thee
GOD DEFEND OUR FREE LAND !!
guide her in the nationz van
preachin' love 'n' truth to man
workin' out thy glorious plan
GOD DEFEND NEW ZEALAND !!
ayun. baka indi nakakatawa per0 sa amin tatlo. aS iN !!
haha.
check niyo yung tag board !! haha.
la lanG ...
nababaliw kami tatlo dahil dyan. per0 indi yun masama sa amin dahil sinasabi namin kai god idefend ang NEW ZEALAND.
yan p0h ang anthem ng NEW ZEALAND.
everyday...kinakanta namin yun ni bham at kathy.
la lang. haha.
haii ... lasing na kami sa pagtawa.
actually marami pa akong sasabihin pero timez out.
peace out
'n' n0w i aM heRe ...
aLL cruSheD inSiDe
s0 cruSheD
5:55 AM
lam niyo ba ... 12 - 6:30 pm nag-parTy yunG pinSan koh ... yunG kamBaL ... haii ... kala k0h maSaYa ... yun paLa anG borin' ... d maxado formal yung party pero medyo formal.
SHIT !! halos lahat ng tao naka-pink
kahit tumingin akoh kahit san ... la naka-black na damit. akoh lang !! kakahiya kaia !!
tas yung iba ... naka-dress at skirt !! for girlz xempre pero bat ako ?? naka-jeanz akoh na grey. black shirt.
an0 ba ginawa k0h dun ... haii nak0 !! wala actually except ...
--> gettin' m0re 'n' m0re ice shakez ekek
per0 nunG bu0nG araw na yun ... nakatulala lang ak0h sa cell phone koh ...
ano ginawa koh dun sa cell koh ...
--> xempre. obvious. nag-tetext. kanin0 ?? kai kathy. haha. parehas kami bored kapag offline kami dalawa o kapag offline akoh o xa. marami kaming topicz ...
lam niy0 ba ?? pumunta ak0h sa parang stage !! SHIT !!
ginulat nila akoh !! text ng text kami dalawa tas tumatawa akoh hawak rin koh yung inuman koh tas bigla nila tinawag name koh !! haii nako ... d koh nga lam kung bakit pero nung an dun na ak0h ... SHEMAI ... para wala na ak0ng boses ...
BANANAZ !!
eh diba nung nasa PARTY akoh ... nakatulala lang akoh sa cell koh ?? per0 tignan niy0 ak0h nGay0n ... nakatulala na ak0h sa comp. koh ...
an0 klaseng buhaii ba toh !! arGh !! gguurrrr ...
s0 an0 na pe0pLe ... t0piC naman o ... haha. jowk. nye. haha. !!
uHmm ... oo nga ...
kahapon ... late na late na akoh natulog dahil kachat koh yung close grade 6 friendz koh ... sina kathy at bham. malungkot akoh nun per0 pinatawa nila akoh. tas kapag natatawa akoh ... tumatawa sila ... tas mawawala bigla ang galit koh and kalungkotan koh. tas lasing na lasing kami tatlo. naloloka kami !! nababaliw na !! pur0 kami LETS SING ALL TOGETHER ... well ... sabi ni kathy yun. haha. lasing na kami sa pagtawa !! haha. tas nasa conferenCe kami nun tas yung isang grade 6 ... si _._. ... uHmm feelin' niya na TOOT-TOOT niya si TOOT !! haha. tas nung tinanong koh si TOOT ... sabi niya inDi raw. tas yun si _._. ... uhmm ... basta taba-sho0 xa !! mer0n ak0nG karapatan mag-sabi ng taba-sho0 daHiL sinasabi niya na gago akoh . sinungaling . EXCUSE ME !! xa nga yung nagsinungaling eh. kasi sinasabi niya kai bham at kath na d niya sinabi yun. per0 nung nasa conferenCe na xa. pinakita koh sa kanila conversation namin. tas inamin niya. tas nagalit si TOOT dahil d niya daw inamin yung una una pa lang. tas ayun ... mai war na sa kanya. haha. well ... tinatawagan koh lang xa na taba-shoo hah. isa lang !! xa marami !! haha. oh well.
kami ni bham pupunta sa room niya !! haha. sa monday !! lunCh !! kung pwede. nye. haha.
et0h pa ... mer0n pa ak0nG sasabihin. DUWAG xa ... d niya ak0h kaia kahit grade 5 lang akoh. tas sabi ni kathy na YOU SHOULDN'T FIGHT WITH YOUNG ONEZ. haha. nAkzZ. tas yun. para xang natamaan. actually ... natamaan tae xa !! haha.
tas nagsosoree na xa per0 d k0h xa pinansin dahil lam koh na yung soree na yan FAKE.
who0so0 ...
an0 pa pe0pLe ... lasing na yata ak0h... haha.
at the moment ... tinetext koh si kathy ... hintain koh daw xa.
s0 ... okei ... hintain koh xa per0 inDi ak0h ut0-ut0 hah.
ai !! think possitive
paki k0h JOWK !!
jowk lang nga eh
soree ka lang kapag d moh lam ang ibig sabihin ng JOWK
an0 pa ?? haha. ang borrin' ... san ba kasi xa !!
kwento pa akoh
nGayon ... as in RIGHT NOW ... 9:22 ... mai nag-soree sa akin. grade 7 !!
bat kasi minsan takot sila sa akin
mai sinabi sa akin eh na minsan ang mga grade 7 takot sa akin
tas bigla na lang sila mag-sosoree sa akin dahil war freak akoh tas matapang akoh ... tas d na nila kaia awayin akoh. d nga akoh nakikipagaway sa kanila ... sila nga yung nag-simula. minsan akoh yung nagsimula. wow. inamin koh. pero dahil sa mga rumorz. naooffend akoh sa mga rumorz tungkol sa akin. eh kapag bumalik yung rumor na yun sayo ?? o ano ... diba masasaktan ka. so wag na wag niyo gagawin yun.
tas merong grade 4 sinabi sa akin na nakakatakot yung mata koh dahil singkeet ... EXCUSE ME !! ang mga nakakatakot na tao ba kailangan mai singkeet na mata. haha.
eVah ...
s0 an0 na ... wala pa xa. d pa xa online. haii ... okei ... 9:26 na ...
oh sige na ... d koh na kaia. haha.
bb
inGaTzZ paLaGi [ for mah bestiezz ]
tCCiC [ for mah friendzz ]
tC [ for mah enemiezz ]
love yaH [ for mah bestiezz ]
baboosh !!
'n' n0w i aM heRe ...
aLL cruSheD inSiDe
s0 cruSheD
Thursday, October 13, 2005
9:34 PM
ei ... sup na pe0ple ??
okei ... i kn0w ... soree. okei !! i have said it !!
if ya are askin' why ??
uhmm ... it's because i haven't been postin' much posts lately ... i have been so busy !! tryin' to solve mah problemz with some PEOPLE ...
i am also busy cuz i have alot of chatmatez !!
wow !! nag-eenglish na. haha.
kasi nga nung nagconference kami nina kathy at bham. nababaliw ak0h nun eh. tas uhmm ... kinakanta koh yung anthem ng new zealand tas iniexplain koh yung mga FEATURES 'bout this beloved country of mine... nAkzZ
tas yun ... umiyak akoh tas puro akoh text. haha. ano ba t0h !!
s0 ... yung ibang blog koh rin [ www.xanga.com/lizel_lsc ] ... uhmm ... la maxadong post dun.
ewan koh na nga !!
ang hirap ng buhaii eh !!
AS IN !!
s0 ... yun ... pr0mise k0h sa iny0 na maG-popost ak0h paLaGi !! pr0mise ... kundi mag-dodouble post ak0h ... nye. haha.
sige ...
inGaTzZ palagi
tc
tccic
tccirc
love yaH [ t0 maH frienDzZ onLy ... haha. ]
bb ...
CHILL
later ...
onaona
t0h na talaga
BABOOSH
'n' n0w i aM heRe ...
aLL cruSheD inSiDe
s0 cruSheD
